@flamecat @jihyn yeah, I also only really started to have transgender thoughts when puberty started, and didn't question my gender before. My social gender was effectively "loner nerd" anyway. I also failed to recognize the transgender thoughts as such as they came mixed with transspecies thoughts. I didn't just want to be a girl, I wanted to be a (furry) *catgirl*, and as I knew catgirls aren't real, I mentally filed the whole thing as "just" an autogynephilic fantasy.It took me until age 18, when I've had Twitter for about a year, and slowly had drifted from Splatoon twitter to queer twitter, to realize that cishet human guys' catgirl fantasies are about having sex and/or a romantic relationship with the catgirl, not actually *being* the catgirl.Also I too have more body dysphoria than social dysphoria.