Is anyone doing okay anymore?

[leberschnitzel@existiert.ch]

@eniko It's not great, but I try to focus on local things that I can actually influence.

[artistsynth@neopaquita.es]

@eniko
Not great not terrible

[eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place]

@ArtistSynth ah the chernobyl scale of okayness

[artistsynth@neopaquita.es]

@eniko like in a scale to -5 to +5 i'm in 0

[ainmosni@social.ainmosni.eu]

@eniko Personally, things seem to be in an upswing, as long as I compartmentalise world events

[ashten@woem.men]

@eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place my mental health is better than a year ago

but my financial state is worse than it was a year ago

so, its a toss up

[vavakado@mas.to]

@ArtistSynth @eniko same

[keydelk@fosstodon.org]

@eniko I guess I’m doing as okay as one can with the world in chaos.

[nini@oldbytes.space]

@eniko The meaning of "okay" keeps shifting so I wonder if anyone has asked if "okay" is okay.

[snyperwolf@kind.social]

@eniko I’m Not Okay (I Promise)

[vavakado@mas.to]

@eniko are you doing okay?

[len@nyan.network]

@eniko aaah?

[evs@social.lol]

@eniko I went with other because objectively I am doing ok, but there has been a ton of anxiety lately and I'll probably need to up my lexapro

That disconnect between "things are stable in my life" and the internal unease from brain chemistry being a jerk makes it tough... Especially when it seems to vacillate between internal alarm bells and absolutely nothing wrong

[lezliz@mas.to]

@eniko I have set the bar pretty low for myself, but I'd like to think that I'm doing okay as long as I can pay the rent, which thankfully is the case at the moment.

[pawv@tech.lgbt]

@eniko Emotionally yeah. Financially ... ️

[dandelion@stormwaltz.net]

@eniko

When the work year began on Jan 5, I had one full time and one part time game dev job.

As of end of day today, I'm unemployed.

[eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place]

@Dandelion ugh i'm sorry

[eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place]

@vavakado i think maybe just barely yes

[srazkvt@tech.lgbt]

@eniko shit's fucked

[familiaralien@plush.city]

@eniko I'm not doing ok but to be fair I've been in state of not okayness for pretty much my entire life at this point. If it helps though I'm not doing usually bad compared to average so that's as close to "okay" as it gets for me.