Is anyone doing okay anymore?

[bovaz@misskey.social]

@eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place Sitting on a swing, mostly.

[leberschnitzel@existiert.ch]

@eniko It's not great, but I try to focus on local things that I can actually influence.

[artistsynth@neopaquita.es]

@eniko
Not great not terrible

[eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place]

@ArtistSynth ah the chernobyl scale of okayness

[artistsynth@neopaquita.es]

@eniko like in a scale to -5 to +5 i'm in 0

[ainmosni@social.ainmosni.eu]

@eniko Personally, things seem to be in an upswing, as long as I compartmentalise world events

[ashten@woem.men]

@eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place my mental health is better than a year ago

but my financial state is worse than it was a year ago

so, its a toss up

[vavakado@mas.to]

@ArtistSynth @eniko same

[keydelk@fosstodon.org]

@eniko I guess I’m doing as okay as one can with the world in chaos.

[nini@oldbytes.space]

@eniko The meaning of "okay" keeps shifting so I wonder if anyone has asked if "okay" is okay.

[snyperwolf@kind.social]

@eniko I’m Not Okay (I Promise)

[vavakado@mas.to]

@eniko are you doing okay?

[len@nyan.network]

@eniko aaah?

[evs@social.lol]

@eniko I went with other because objectively I am doing ok, but there has been a ton of anxiety lately and I'll probably need to up my lexapro

That disconnect between "things are stable in my life" and the internal unease from brain chemistry being a jerk makes it tough... Especially when it seems to vacillate between internal alarm bells and absolutely nothing wrong

[lezliz@mas.to]

@eniko I have set the bar pretty low for myself, but I'd like to think that I'm doing okay as long as I can pay the rent, which thankfully is the case at the moment.

[pawv@tech.lgbt]

@eniko Emotionally yeah. Financially ... ️

[dandelion@stormwaltz.net]

@eniko

When the work year began on Jan 5, I had one full time and one part time game dev job.

As of end of day today, I'm unemployed.

[eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place]

@Dandelion ugh i'm sorry

[eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place]

@vavakado i think maybe just barely yes

[srazkvt@tech.lgbt]

@eniko shit's fucked