Absent ThingsWhat hurts most in this war is not only what has been taken from us, but what has quietly faded away from the simple details of life we once took for granted.Before it, I had a fully equipped home: from a coffee machine that brought warmth to my mornings, to a dishwasher that spared me the exhaustion of a long day. It was an ordinary life… or so I thought.Today, I find myself forced back into a primitive life—one that does not resemble us in any way, nor reflect who we once were.A life where even the most basic rights are measured by the amount of effort and pain they require.My doctor advises me to take regular hot baths and drink herbal remedies to ease the pain of stomach ulcers, alongside a long list of medications.But what many fail to see… is that this “simple right” is not simple here.When I think of having a hot bath, I must first light a fire with my own hands, endure the smoke filling my chest with coughing and pain, and drain what little strength I have left.And when the pain intensifies, and I think of a warm drink to soothe it, reaching it becomes another exhausting journey beyond my capacity.I do not know if there are people in this world who truly feel what we are going through.We are not only losing our homes—we are losing our health, our strength, and our dignity in harsh labor that does not suit bodies weakened by illness, nor souls worn down by waiting.Three years of suffering have changed us—made us weaker than we once were, and more in need of things that have become out of reach.Even when we think of easing our burden—like buying gas—we are met with a harsher reality, where high costs stand as a barrier between us and the bare minimum of comfort.A question keeps echoing in my mind:Does anyone feel us?And why have so many turned their backs on us, leaving us alone in this suffering?I am one of many who continue to write, to speak, to try to make our voices heard…But sadly, those voices vanish into emptiness.No donations, no response, no helping hand.Must we cry and beg day and night just to obtain our right to treatment?To food?To care for our children?Even clean water… has become a distant dream.My support link️️️https://gofund.me/83e09b493@aral @fabio #Gaza#Palestine