been thinkin about my being cancelled a bit lately and I realize that I never sought the spotlight - one day I just found myself there, and I feel like I did the best I could, especially considering I was an addict and alcoholic at the time
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been thinkin about my being cancelled a bit lately and I realize that I never sought the spotlight - one day I just found myself there, and I feel like I did the best I could, especially considering I was an addict and alcoholic at the time
besides, now I'm rarely attacked for being myself, certainly not called an abomination, deadnamed, or intentionally misgendered on a daily basis
I am also no longer held to the standards of others
being told I'll die alone fucked me up most of all
all of that is behind me now
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been thinkin about my being cancelled a bit lately and I realize that I never sought the spotlight - one day I just found myself there, and I feel like I did the best I could, especially considering I was an addict and alcoholic at the time
besides, now I'm rarely attacked for being myself, certainly not called an abomination, deadnamed, or intentionally misgendered on a daily basis
I am also no longer held to the standards of others
being told I'll die alone fucked me up most of all
all of that is behind me now
to be clear, I guess I'll always be an adict and alcoholic, but I was way down in that shit back then
I've no plans on ever leaving my spot on this wagon again, for anyone, or anything
