<![CDATA[been thinkin about my being cancelled a bit lately and I realize that I never sought the spotlight - one day I just found myself there, and I feel like I did the best I could, especially considering I was an addict and alcoholic at the time]]>been thinkin about my being cancelled a bit lately and I realize that I never sought the spotlight - one day I just found myself there, and I feel like I did the best I could, especially considering I was an addict and alcoholic at the time

besides, now I'm rarely attacked for being myself, certainly not called an abomination, deadnamed, or intentionally misgendered on a daily basis

I am also no longer held to the standards of others

being told I'll die alone fucked me up most of all

all of that is behind me now

]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/topic/a28f5fb4-89ff-45bf-93a6-fc51db320b88/been-thinkin-about-my-being-cancelled-a-bit-lately-and-i-realize-that-i-never-sought-the-spotlight-one-day-i-just-found-myself-there-and-i-feel-like-i-did-the-best-i-could-especially-considering-i-was-an-addict-and-alcoholic-at-the-timeRSS for NodeMon, 06 Apr 2026 09:32:44 GMTMon, 16 Mar 2026 13:08:16 GMT60<![CDATA[Reply to been thinkin about my being cancelled a bit lately and I realize that I never sought the spotlight - one day I just found myself there, and I feel like I did the best I could, especially considering I was an addict and alcoholic at the time on Mon, 16 Mar 2026 13:13:38 GMT]]>to be clear, I guess I'll always be an adict and alcoholic, but I was way down in that shit back then

I've no plans on ever leaving my spot on this wagon again, for anyone, or anything

]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/users/coleens_/statuses/116239028632225855https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/users/coleens_/statuses/116239028632225855Mon, 16 Mar 2026 13:13:38 GMT