oh, my #thunderbird reminder just went off, reminding me that tomorrow morn after my shower i need to do a quarterly job i dislike, which is a consequence of my second trip to thailand in 2006. it involves tweezers, a torch, & my magnifying mirror... oh & my bed. thinking about it made me realise, for the bajillionth time, how lonely it's been, having nobody to discuss all the amazing things that i organised to happen to me, & various other things i did myself, over that three year journey. statistically so few people ever experience it or directly know anyone who did, & so most vanillas ofc have no idea at all about any of it, & have shown zero interest in asking questions. the one friend who travelled her same parallel journey across approximately the same time, & with whom for a while during the Befores, & the Afters, i could discuss & compare notes, exited the stage several years ago, oh well. #transition #PostOp
