CIRCLE WITH A DOT

I. Need. To. Die.

This might just become an attempt

And then to be killed by someone that loves me,,,,,

I need a gun

I wanna eat more Alprazolam and oxycodone, preferably so much that I pass out.
I need something to escape my mind.

I genuinely just make everyone around me worse

I should die

Currently trying to find the carotid arteries but failing (as expected, I'm useless after all)

Yay, Lorazepam(and alcohol and oxycodone) and cutting it is