RE: https://tech.lgbt/@ShadowJonathan/115792386793676325This shit. I paid for "ad free" NBC for the Olympics and they are fucking sending me unskippable ads all the fucking time and I go full anger instantly.
'Cause I wanna be a weird girl, weird girl, weird girlI wanna be a weird, weird, weird, weird girlI wanna be a freak girl, freak girl, freak girlI wanna freak you out 'cause I'm a freaky fucking girl
Talked about this interaction in therapy (and some of the others I've had in the past 3 or so months).And my definitive answer is before yesterday, I never felt like I could be that cool girl. I'd tell myself I could be but never felt it.Except yesterday. I did ever so slightly feel like I could be that cool girl. Probably because I was looking fine as fuck in my little running outfit.And I'm chasing that feeling.
If you've read Harrow the Ninth...My kid brought this book home from the school library yesterday. I'm thinking I need to read that Harrow scene to my kids and scar themfor life.
J
