To be honest, I don't really have those 'midnight fears' that keep people awake; I’m usually out in minutes.

[martinguay@mstdn.ca]

To be honest, I don't really have those 'midnight fears' that keep people awake; I’m usually out in minutes. But if I had to name it, it’s hitting a dead end. I’m big on making my own calls on the 'when, how, and if' of my life. My biggest fear is being stuck in a situation where I’m not in the driver's seat, or where I’ve poured months of effort into building something only to have it blocked because someone else can't see past a label. As long as I can think my way around a problem and make my own choices, I’m fine—it’s the idea of my input not changing the outcome that actually bothers me. #life #40s #midlife #gay #gaybear #lgbt #queer #ottawa #older