@coolbean @fiore Im on medications that increase and medications that decrease and i smoke weed. Its a mess, its like i dont have a urge to eat but like when i do eat. its like oh yea this is a good thing. good luck w it all

@surgicalangel @fiore i have recently started bupropion which should decrease it back to managable levels which i can confirm as uh, after an absolutely disastrous psychiatrists appointment i kinda sorta decided to starve myself out of spite and self loathing but fiore (and the good sense to eat something before i take my medications) have made me reduce that to fasting

@surgicalangel @fiore i miss when i just didnt have the urge cause honestly the past few days i caught myself walking in the direction of the kitchen subconsciously even when i wasnt actually feeling particularly hungry

@fiore @surgicalangel anyway awkward oversharing aside: the donuts were pretty good. 2 of em had this grape jelly filling which was just great

the others had walnut in them which i dont like as much but like they're still donuts so the baseline is still way up there

@coolbean @fiore omg i was on bup like a couple of months ago and it would mak me feel somewhat weird and uncomfortable. This weird feeling of not being able to resolve anything. It made me feel so weirdddd but luckily i have a great relationship with my psych so things got changed pretty fast. Now the medication Vraylar. Be aware of your citrus intake before medication because I heard it can take away its potency!

@coolbean @fiore yooo meeee sometimesss

@coolbean @fiore I once knew of a donut place that had a maple bacon donut and I kindof really miss it deeply. It was a treat to me for going to school and not skipping. donuts kept me in class often

@surgicalangel @fiore yea its been mildly dissociative for me which has been definitely interesting

@surgicalangel @fiore im sorry i cant support such heresy (bacon in any form but especially this)

@coolbean @surgicalangel beanie i love you please take care and eat well , food is important and you need it to think and function and feel the good feelings

@coolbean @surgicalangel cigarettes will fix this /silly

@fiore @surgicalangel i already cant think, function and feel the good feelings so i wanna at least cut a bit so my stomach no longer eclipses my tits

@coolbean @fiore not even bacon from another animal? im so used to nyc that every place that serves bacon here doesnt serve pork bacon but beef for the food to be halal i think. I think its cause everyone so used to bacon egg and cheese as a default but its a toss up on what bacon cause you can either have muslim or latino and they do intersect alot here.

@surgicalangel @fiore not even bacon from another animal

i mean id like to avoid meat in general to be totally honest but i find red meat and especially bacon to just genuinely taste kinda bad to me

@surgicalangel @fiore to be totally honest i think its gross and every time ive had it i wished i hadnt

@coolbean @fiore I do have to warn i have big ole implants ant arent my naturals, theyre there but they implants are doing alot of work here.

@coolbean @fiore low key meat sucks alot is kindof the moral of this story. I feel like this for alot of meat. Actually i dont think i enjoy meat unless its in snack form or in a soup (chili is a soup?). I have a vegan friend whos showing me alot to, im surprised i didnt mention him here as well as i overshare. I met him via a non prfit where trans people take care of you during your surgery recovery and like hes really good at cooking.

@coolbean @surgicalangel me , a vegetarian , when Prosciutto di Parma <img class="not-responsive emoji" src="https://brain.worm.pink/emoji/00worm.pink/pawjob.webp" title=":pawjob:" />

@surgicalangel @fiore strictly speaking chili is a stew

ive been wanting to learn more healthier vegan recipes but my family is absolute hell to try new recipes with and i cant buy ingredients on my own because i cant drive out of my shitty fucking village

@coolbean @surgicalangel isnt stew and soup lowk the same thing