I don't have enough free time for math, programming, reading, politics, sports, and social life 😑

[jdw@mathstodon.xyz]

I don't have enough free time for math, programming, reading, politics, sports, and social life

[jdw@mathstodon.xyz]

And a job

[zer_dyn@privacysafe.social]

@jdw
That’s one of the sad parts about life, at the current stage of my life, I have to put financial stability/health as my main priority and put certain interests back on the shelf for a later time when I can afford to spend my focus recklessly on it as well. But you could study a bit daily on certain interests. Also, I have a day in a week, where on that day, I’m free to do whatever I want without any guilty conscience, on that day, I can pursue whatever peaks my curiosity.

[zer_dyn@privacysafe.social]

@jdw
Also if you don’t sacrifice certain domains then they’re going to drag the depth you could have on other interests. Certain things aren’t that necessary like “social life”, I’m fine with that domain being underdeveloped but for certain people, that’s their life force and if that’s the case then I guess they have to socialize more. Personally, I find socializing draining cause most people unauthentic and because of that, they’re uninteresting, they have no “individuality”.

[zer_dyn@privacysafe.social]

@jdw
Like bro, most people literally have little to no originality, their persona is just adopted. How am I going to “socialize” if most people are just “similar”, people don’t share what’s truly unique about them because fear of ostracism or “shame”, I understand it but honestly, at times you gotta be like “fuck off”. Also, there is a lot of “social ques” and you gotta have your guard-up since they could be threats… socializing is mentally exhausting, most ppl are “drainers”.