@kasica Thanks! This understanding has required hundreds or more likely thousands of hours of processing over the past three years, having my gender as autistic special interest, several false leads, misunderstandings, and struggle with gender anxiety, and recently a wonderful therapist pushing me to the right direction. And I can't be sure if there are still more revelations to come! Feels pretty good description for the moment though.I wish you'll find a sufficient level of understanding on your part
