I'm exhausted and sad.

[tamasg@mindly.social]

I'm exhausted and sad. I will never be happy again. Don't even ask. I just won't be. Even if I go to CSUN. I won't be. Life is really shitty. TGSpeechBox sucks, I suck, life sucks. just. leave me be.

[luiscarlosgonzalez@mastodon.social]

@Tamasg So you're saing you're not coming because you're sick? oh god may you recover maybe that was a common flue. I'll not come to CSun this year cause of university

[chrisduffley@mastodon.chrisduffley.com]

@Tamasg This post makes me curious if you might need counseling, perhaps?

[luiscarlosgonzalez@mastodon.social]

@Tamasg Maybe you'll take a rest and see if tomorrow you'll recover I don't know? If I were you maybe I could protect myself with some mascs and then take the risc and go enter?

[cubic@vee.seedy.cc]

@ChrisDuffley @Tamasg Yeah this is 2013 me talking. It's a pattern too. It's not healthy and I'm very concerned.

[tamasg@mindly.social]

@ChrisDuffley I already do. every 2 weeks. Ha. And yet Between personal life being about fixing bugs and work life being about fixing bugs, it's all the same now. Which is why I say. I will never be happy again. At CSUN I will be checking open issues every 2 or 3 hours to see iff there is not something I can pounce on, remoted into my home computer. I just know it. I cannot let go.

[ysotomayor@mastodon.social]

@Tamasg TGSpeachBox is excellent. Take a break man. You need it.

[rommix0@mindly.social]

@Tamasg Oh for god sake dude. Just get off of social media for a while. It'll help get your emotional bearings balanced.

And I thought I was the most emotionally sensitive one out of the group.