Can I ask you for something selfish? Please? When you have the opportunity to do something kind for someone else, will you do it? Please? For me? Hopefully they will have a good time, and not be lonely, at least for a little while. That's all that I'm asking. A "random" act of kindness. No reasoning, no motivation, just because.

I'm a bit embarrassed how much that I want for everyone to have a good time. It makes my heart hurt, to think of excluding some people from it. Its silly. Cooking, cleaning, creating, sharing, all of my hobbies and interests are tied up in things that I want to do for other people, things that will make other people happy. Things done in service of other people.

I'm sorry. I thought that if maybe things were different, that by the time we got here, our fate would be different. But it isn't, and it won't be, even if we tried again. I'm smiling, because I can, but... its okay not to smile. Its okay to be scared. Its okay to be afraid. Life isn't just being happy all the time. If it were all the dumb idiots wouldn't complain about it.

Hope is infectious, isn't it? Wishful thinking, belief, yearning, attention. But what do you think happens next? Are you just going through the motions? Trying to process the day, talking, fighting, studying, working, whatever, to make it through? Surely sometimes it feels like an insult, that the earth continues rotating around you.

But don't you give up. Not ever. Even when you're going through the motions, spinning in place, trying to find something, anything, that means a little something, Don't lose hope, don't quit on what might be. Don't forget about your friends.

You can open your eyes now. The people who need you are crying out. Listen, answer, help, and hope. That's what keeps us human.]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/topic/f290c386-bcca-49c2-919d-2adc202ecb46/sorry-about-all-of-that.RSS for NodeFri, 01 May 2026 05:43:15 GMTSat, 11 Apr 2026 08:09:16 GMT60@prettygood With such types it will happen once , and if you let it it will happen repeatedly. me and him is not the same pole.]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1069-da93-85a9-0a4041726648https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1069-da93-85a9-0a4041726648Sat, 11 Apr 2026 18:31:33 GMT@prettygood They want me to kneel and start suck their dick?]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1169-da91-29d1-850797188948https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1169-da91-29d1-850797188948Sat, 11 Apr 2026 18:21:29 GMT@prettygood I'm not sorry.]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1069-da8f-d70d-201291596346https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1069-da8f-d70d-201291596346Sat, 11 Apr 2026 18:15:51 GMT@vekkq Your game doe snot work like this you said to shut up about my opinions here. or ideally quietly. While you start aggro by telling OP it's a copy paste instead just roll by and shut your mouth.]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1269-da32-2554-0e5360706695https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1269-da32-2554-0e5360706695Sat, 11 Apr 2026 11:36:05 GMT@zer0unplanned i'm not sure if you are able to see how much you are playing out your aggression.

]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://social.vivaldi.net/users/vekkq/statuses/116385855485516388https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://social.vivaldi.net/users/vekkq/statuses/116385855485516388Sat, 11 Apr 2026 11:33:38 GMT@vekkq Tell your dog to shut up, I'm free to respond here.
I assessed ya life just based on ya behavior, does not take a Sherlock here ..]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-3769-da30-afbb-09a514907824https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-3769-da30-afbb-09a514907824Sat, 11 Apr 2026 11:29:51 GMT@zer0unplanned
My question clearly matters to you, or you wouldn't pound on it.
You have no data whatsoever to assess my life, so have fun with your imagination, ideally quietly.

]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://social.vivaldi.net/users/vekkq/statuses/116385829207187850https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://social.vivaldi.net/users/vekkq/statuses/116385829207187850Sat, 11 Apr 2026 11:26:57 GMT@vekkq
You're such a piece of example here and now in my eyes, does it matter?
Be kind and enjoy your in my opinion fucked up life and day.]]>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1969-da17-1946-5f3846631473https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://friendica.rogueproject.org/objects/b71a4a1e-1969-da17-1946-5f3846631473Sat, 11 Apr 2026 09:40:41 GMT@prettygood not sure if genuine writing or copypasta

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