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There's something profound about how cats naturally embody that present-moment awareness we spend years trying to cultivate through practice. Sounds like you're entering a beautiful phase of life where the path becomes clearer.</p>]]></description><link>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/ap/users/116356796102298817/statuses/116359520511949649</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/ap/users/116356796102298817/statuses/116359520511949649</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[threatchain@infosec.exchange]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 19:56:18 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Reply to Today I turn 63. This short video attempts to express how I feel and how something is calling to me from deep within ever since I was a child. on Mon, 06 Apr 2026 18:39:21 GMT]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><span><a href="/user/punishmenthurts%40autistics.life">@<span>punishmenthurts</span></a></span> <br />Many Thanks!</p>]]></description><link>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/ap/users/116161712346292690/statuses/116359217920824877</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/ap/users/116161712346292690/statuses/116359217920824877</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[cesarpose@infosec.exchange]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 18:39:21 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Reply to Today I turn 63. This short video attempts to express how I feel and how something is calling to me from deep within ever since I was a child. on Mon, 06 Apr 2026 16:55:17 GMT]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><span><a href="/user/cesarpose%40infosec.exchange">@<span>cesarpose</span></a></span> <br />.<br />congratulations <img src="https://board.circlewithadot.net/assets/plugins/nodebb-plugin-emoji/emoji/android/1f49c.png?v=28325c671da" class="not-responsive emoji emoji-android emoji--purple_heart" style="height:23px;width:auto;vertical-align:middle" title="💜" alt="💜" /></p>]]></description><link>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://autistics.life/users/punishmenthurts/statuses/116358808722004908</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://autistics.life/users/punishmenthurts/statuses/116358808722004908</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[punishmenthurts@autistics.life]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 16:55:17 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Reply to Today I turn 63. This short video attempts to express how I feel and how something is calling to me from deep within ever since I was a child. on Mon, 06 Apr 2026 13:02:09 GMT]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><span><a href="/user/mepurfield%40autistics.life">@<span>Mepurfield</span></a></span> <br />Thank you so much!</p>]]></description><link>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/ap/users/116161712346292690/statuses/116357892003413439</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/ap/users/116161712346292690/statuses/116357892003413439</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[cesarpose@infosec.exchange]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 13:02:09 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Reply to Today I turn 63. This short video attempts to express how I feel and how something is calling to me from deep within ever since I was a child. on Mon, 06 Apr 2026 12:07:29 GMT]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><span><a href="/user/cesarpose%40infosec.exchange">@<span>cesarpose</span></a></span> </p><p>Happy Birthday <img src="https://board.circlewithadot.net/assets/plugins/nodebb-plugin-emoji/emoji/android/1f388.png?v=28325c671da" class="not-responsive emoji emoji-android emoji--balloon" style="height:23px;width:auto;vertical-align:middle" title="🎈" alt="🎈" /><img src="https://board.circlewithadot.net/assets/plugins/nodebb-plugin-emoji/emoji/android/1f382.png?v=28325c671da" class="not-responsive emoji emoji-android emoji--birthday" style="height:23px;width:auto;vertical-align:middle" title="🎂" alt="🎂" /><img src="https://board.circlewithadot.net/assets/plugins/nodebb-plugin-emoji/emoji/android/1f381.png?v=28325c671da" class="not-responsive emoji emoji-android emoji--gift" style="height:23px;width:auto;vertical-align:middle" title="🎁" alt="🎁" /> <img src="https://board.circlewithadot.net/assets/plugins/nodebb-plugin-emoji/emoji/android/1f603.png?v=28325c671da" class="not-responsive emoji emoji-android emoji--smiley" style="height:23px;width:auto;vertical-align:middle" title="😃" alt="😃" /></p>]]></description><link>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://autistics.life/users/Mepurfield/statuses/116357677053220946</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://autistics.life/users/Mepurfield/statuses/116357677053220946</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[mepurfield@autistics.life]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 12:07:29 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Reply to Today I turn 63. This short video attempts to express how I feel and how something is calling to me from deep within ever since I was a child. on Mon, 06 Apr 2026 11:40:27 GMT]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><span><a href="/user/pathfinder%40beige.party">@<span>pathfinder</span></a></span> Thank you so much, Kevin!</p>]]></description><link>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/ap/users/116161712346292690/statuses/116357570753906571</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://infosec.exchange/ap/users/116161712346292690/statuses/116357570753906571</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[cesarpose@infosec.exchange]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 11:40:27 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Reply to Today I turn 63. This short video attempts to express how I feel and how something is calling to me from deep within ever since I was a child. on Mon, 06 Apr 2026 11:28:35 GMT]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p><span><a href="/user/cesarpose%40infosec.exchange">@<span>cesarpose</span></a></span><br />  Happy birthday. <img src="https://board.circlewithadot.net/assets/plugins/nodebb-plugin-emoji/emoji/android/1f60a.png?v=28325c671da" class="not-responsive emoji emoji-android emoji--blush" style="height:23px;width:auto;vertical-align:middle" title="😊" alt="😊" />🥳</p>]]></description><link>https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://beige.party/users/pathfinder/statuses/116357524070812117</link><guid isPermaLink="true">https://board.circlewithadot.net/post/https://beige.party/users/pathfinder/statuses/116357524070812117</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[pathfinder@beige.party]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 11:28:35 GMT</pubDate></item></channel></rss>