Yeah, both of them were raised in a village. But they live in a bigger city for decades now.
And every fucking time I did something that was out of (especially my mothers) comfort zone (getting tattoos, dying my hair, wear a mohawk) she never openly told me that she didn't like it, but it was more or less obvious (especially with my first tattoo, less so with my mohawk and my colourful hair). And now I have some serious doubts.
I'm angry. I'm scared. I'm sad. And I feel great after climbing today, which is a fucking weird mix of feelings.

Anyway. I know there are parents out there who are different. Who'd never do shit like this to their child - no matter how old they are. And that fills me with hope. That we can see the day when no child has to justify themselves for being queer. And that day will come.

I hope she comes around and realises this is s good thing

I just told my mum and that went.. pretty wild.
She asked if I'd make that official. I said "I don't know, cause cops and the residents registration office would automatically know that).
She then wanted me to be open about her doing mistakes and I'm like "Yeah that's okay, but I expect that you do it better". She also wants some "Time to think about it" which I find weird. Like.. really weird.
And when we said goodbye she called me by my old name and I was like "Hey please call me Luka" and she refused to do so.
And now I'm pissed. Like very, very, very pissed.
Again, I won't talk to her until she says she's sorry. And I will not tolerate ANY mistakes made by her from now on.

Edit: If that would have been the parents of a teenager I work with I'd say "Do you want to stay there? If not we call child protection and you can stay at another place until we talked about that together"

Edit: we still got baptized and that's something you can't reverse. Sadly.

(I don't know what my mother would've done anyway, if I didn't want to go, after all, she wanted to become a religion teacher)

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Unrelated but funny cuz my english is stupid but funny: I keep reading your name here as Faith, purple heired feminist as if you are an heir to a gran witch (not wizard. learned it the other night) or something

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