oh okie! i find it strange how you boost things without alt, instead of religiously following the rule to only boost things with alts, or transcribing it in a reply. i think.
and also, no suicide!! it's no "escape", it is not like the end of a movie where you just go back to what you usually do, all it does is make you dead!! into a corpse!! and being a corpse is not easy!! have you ever had sleep paralysis, gangrene, heart attack, and complete organ failure all at the same time?? rotting sucks!!
oh, and, hey kiddo, want some nihilism? life has no meaning so do whatever you want! [editor's note: it might be dangerous to ponder it for too long… you might die!!]
oh, btw, how are you doing? status?